Wendy Beaumont6 months agoI (28F) met my boyfriend (27M) on Christmas Day 2023, and we instantly connected. The chemistry was undeniable. We didn’t become official until June 2023. Prior to that, we had a mutual friend I had casually dated, but I never brought it up until June, just before we made things official. He was upset that I kept it from him but said he was willing to move on. However, in December, he started expressing that he couldn’t trust me because I didn’t tell him about my past sooner. I tried explaining that I wasn’t sure how serious we were initially and didn’t want to disclose all my past details without knowing if he’d be a permanent person in my life. Also, I told him before we became official, so he had the option to walk away, but he chose to stay. He acknowledged that we were already too deep into the relationship for him to back out, and his emotions led him to stay. I apologized for not being upfront but he said we needed to revisit this after New Year’s. Over December, he became very distant and cold, and I, in turn, became distant too because I wasn’t sure how to fix things. Then, he started bringing up things from my past, like old tweets from 2020, and asking questions about them. I tried to explain that they were mostly harmless banter, but it was clear that trust had been broken. I wasn’t sure how to rebuild it. On New Year’s Day, we had a talk and decided that, given the emotional exhaustion, it was best to break up. But part of me feels like this is something we could fix. I want to rebuild his trust, but I don’t know how. I’ve been honest about my past, but it seems like everything I say is coming across as a lie to him. I’m conflicted. Is this worth fighting for, or should I let it go? Answer (Rewritten): It sounds like you’ve been through a lot emotionally in this relationship, and you're dealing with a tough situation where trust has been damaged. From what you’ve described, it seems that there were several issues that contributed to the loss of trust—your past relationship with a mutual friend, not disclosing certain things early on, and the misunderstandings from the past resurfacing. It’s understandable that you’re feeling conflicted, especially since you feel there’s a chance to rebuild the relationship, but you’re unsure how to approach it. The first thing to recognize is that trust, once broken, is very difficult to rebuild. It’s a process that requires both partners to be fully committed to putting in the work. It’s important that both of you are on the same page about how to fix things, and that includes communication, transparency, and patience. From your side, it’s clear that you’ve been honest and have attempted to explain your reasoning for not sharing certain things sooner. However, it sounds like your boyfriend still has lingering doubts, and it’s essential that he processes those feelings before you both move forward. You can’t change the past, but it’s important that he believes in your intentions and your honesty now. However, the emotional distance and coldness he’s showing is concerning. A relationship should be a safe space where both partners feel comfortable, not one where trust issues lead to constant questioning and second-guessing. His behavior—especially regarding the old tweets and bringing up your past—isn't just about seeking understanding but seems more like trying to validate his mistrust. This pattern can be emotionally draining and may make it harder for you to truly be yourself in the relationship. It’s also crucial to recognize when a relationship has run its course, especially when the emotional exhaustion is outweighing the positive aspects. While it’s clear you still care about him and want to fix things, you also need to ask yourself if this is still worth fighting for. Are you willing to continually reassure him, even if it feels like your every move is under a microscope? And is this relationship fulfilling you in a healthy, trusting way? Trust takes time to rebuild, and while it’s admirable that you want to fight for this, you also have to think about whether this dynamic will improve or if it will continue to bring unnecessary tension. If he’s unwilling to let go of the past and allow space for healing, then it may be a sign that it’s time to walk away. Take some time to reflect on what you need in a relationship—trust, understanding, and emotional support. It’s okay to prioritize your own well-being and peace of mind. If after reflecting, you still feel that this relationship is worth the effort, then a serious conversation about rebuilding trust in a healthy way is essential. However, if the relationship continues to feel emotionally draining, it may be time to let go, even though that can be incredibly hard. Ultimately, listen to your instincts. You deserve a relationship where you feel supported, understood, and valued, and sometimes, that means walking away when things are no longer working.59
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