Allyson Jacqui7 months agoWhat does it actually feel like to love and be loved? question I came to the conclusion this morning that I have never actually loved any man I've ever dated. And that after the traumas and sexual abuse, I can say for certain that they never loved me either. There's this one man I HAVE loved for over a decade and we've never really had the chance to give it a go. It's always the wrong timing. Growing up, love, communication, praising was lacking in my childhood. I think I don't know HOW to love or what it feels like to be actually loved. What does love feel like? What does BEING IN LOVE feel like? How do you know you love someone? How do you know they love you? How did you know your spouse was the one?176